Saturday, May 26, 2012
So once again we meet. This time over my thoughts of family. Not my close nit connection of loved ones, but the ones would be close if things had turned out differently. I can't help, but think that if my aunt had lived things would have been completely different with her girls. I understand the ups and downs of life and I was nowhere near perfect when I was younger, but this is getting ridiculous. Drugs, sex, stupid ill though out tattoos, and unrealistic attitudes are not going to get you far. Don't get me wrong I love my cousins. I just had hoped for better for them. I stood by my cousin K's side through some crazy shit and I did what I could, but when it gets to the point when you only talk to me when you need something I tend to get annoyed. I didn't get much of a chance to be friends with the younger one ,M. I grew up and started my life far away from all of that I knew. Without Facebook I won't know what the hell is going on with M. Now this is the point that got me writing. M posted really stupid statuses. Mainly about drugs and sex. Well my mother saw them and I posted to M that maybe she should think before she posts. Well the point went right over her head and missed completely. What I really wanted to say" You sound like a fucking moron. Stop posting things that make people question your IQ." I didn't though. I just don't know why I bother. It won't change. Even if I try. She's just going to end up in the same boat as her sister. Single mother, baby's dad in jail stripping to pay the rent all while alienating her family more and more. Well I got those feelings off my chest. Thanks.